I want what I want......

When I was younger I knew that I liked a certain type of man, he needed to be light, tall, and bald. Those were the only requirements, yep it was that simple. My ex-husband fit that description to a tee...but he just wasnt for me!

 Now that Im older I realize that it doesnt matter what a man looks like, as long as he treats you like the ultimate queen that you are, and is a gentleman. Also what I am now finding is that alot of things about men annoy me. Is it me or is that the older they get they are needy little naggers. I know we do it, but its so unnattractive on a man. I often said that when I met a man that was nice to me and had his ducks in a row no matter how he looked I would accept him.

 I dated a few frogs and finally out of the blue, when i wasn't even looking a decent one appeared and I thought okay this is it. He is a gentleman, he opens car doors and restaurant doors...okay good! He pays on our dates, I have even tested the waters and pulled out my money to see what he does and he makes me put it back......ok good! He hasn't talked under my clothes or even asked for sex, but he is kinda touchy feely at times, but that's not that bad either....ok good! He has a good job, no kids and has never been married....ok Awesome!

BUT....he annoys the hell out of me, he complains my shoulders hurt, kiss my mosquito bite...like one of my kids...wtf! He is greedy and this really annoys me because he is a diabetic so he cant eat everything, but he does then he complains about he doesn't feel good and he didn't take his medicine....I constantly find myself fussing at him about his medication and eating habits...omg! So I tried to suck it up like okay MAYBE just MAYBE your being too picky. I don't know what to expect or what I want anymore I just don't. Lord knows I don't like being alone but maybe it was meant for me to be.....MAYBE just MAYBE!